20091216

ouch.

The Sister: Wan, malam ni nak siapkan homework apa?
The Lil Brother: Huh?
The Sister: Apa ni, nak siapakan hw apa pun tk tahu. Padahal hw byk lagi tk siap. Takde matlamat.


learn a lesson; jgn tengok orang aje, tgk diri sendiri jugaaa. ouch, it's like slapping my own self in the face when we had that conversation, really.
being in the state of ghaflah, day in, day out, among other things, lazing around in front of the computer (bak kata ika), keluar-keluar rumah, blog-hopping, facebook-ing heedlessly.
dan bila baca blog/artikel, atau dgr lectures repeatedly tanpa terkesan dkt hati, atau, kalau ada kesan pun, sekejap je. dan kembali slip into the inevitable, pathetic ghaflah.

tp kdg2, nafsu dlm diri dah jadi "toleranced" dgn reminders. as in, set alarm utk bangun subuh, dgn message yg tulis, "solat = benda 1st yg disoal dlm kubur", berusaha utk deter diri sendiri dr sambung tidur n lengah-lengahkan subuh. yes, it works for a couple of days/weeks. bila terjaga dr tidur dan terlihat message mcm tu, nak off alarm pun gentarrr. tp lepas tu jadi tolerance, tk rasa apa-apa. heh. maka kenalah prop up w/ some other lines, gara-gara dah tolerance. hueh.

same mcm ghaflah. we go in and out from ghaflah. despite that, kena paksa diri to think and strategise in order to yield the desired results, ie, productivity cuti ni!

1. the man of the Productive Muslim Fb page wud say: istighfar, take ablution, make two rakaat of solat.

2. tgk rakan-rakan sebaya yg productive, dan sila rasa malu dgn diri sendiri, dan kemudian buat apa yg patut.

3. kalau rasa mcm dah "toleranced" sgt (this is truly pathetic T.T), tgk pula pada kanak-kanak yg productive. najwa (anak UZAR), for instance. dan anak-anak Dr Zakir Naik.

4. bila dah sedar, strategise, dan pasang matlamat.

PS; ada satu entry dkt blog najwa kata dia target nak hafal surah an-naba' sementara dia cuti. kita pula?






lagi kanak-kanak yg admirable.


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5 comments:

حكيمه خانئ said...

of Ghaflahh -
ttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weRElda5PvA&feature=PlayList&p=9ADD6C55B4CA7E83&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=12

athirahbaharuddin said...

buat ayat ni lak utk alarm.
Ingat Allah.

atiqahmki said...

allatzina hum 'anillaghwi mu'ridhuun-almuminun the first few ayats.

fawailil musollin, allatzina hum 'an solatihim saahuun-alma'uun.

حكيمه خانئ said...

@athirah
thanks athirah.
reminder tu mcm perlu di-on setiap minit, saat, dan ketika je. kan. ho ho.

@ika
thanks! =D

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حكيمه خانئ said...

@athirah
thanks athirah.
reminder tu mcm perlu di-on setiap minit, saat, dan ketika je. kan. ho ho.

@ika
thanks! =D

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