cuti dah habis.

Setinggi level rasa seronok sbb ada wimax beyond-broadband, setinggi tu jugakla perasaan geram bila wimax buat hal. Heh. Something then whispered to me, as if trying to give a lesson, “Alah, biasalah, ciptaan manusia, mst la ada cacat-cacat gak. Tula, brag abt it lagi. Padan muka.” Pfft.

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Exercise 1: Guard the prayer!

“A sure sign of hypocrites is that when the prayer
time comes in, they lazy and procrastinate until the
time is almost out”

- by Sheikh Hamza Yusuf & Zaid Shakir
in The Book Agenda to Change Our Condition

*the authors are muslim reverts, who, reverted by choice, not by chance. now, founding Zaytouna Institute.

This is a 5-starred book to those who wanna change. Purr-fect. Like, totally! 'Cuz it does not only tell us "what abt it- change" and "why- purpose of changing", but also provide the "HOW- methods to change" tools. <download presentation>. Btw, utk sape2 yg pernah sy brag menunjukkan kesukaan abt wimax, pls jgn gelakkan. Hue. Kalau wimax tk menggedix semalam, I wouldn't miraculously jumpa this presentation in my desktop. It's His plan. Alhamdulillah.

I'm going to a course for a week in Puncak Alam this afternoon. Tskkk, wimax kuuu. Dah amik tanggungjawab, kenala tunaikan? Hu hu, yeppp. So, jgn la complain penat jadi secky / bg alasan mcm2, Hakimah! *dush* The following week pulak, kena jadi pembantu mahasiswi And... Suprise suprise! Cuti dah habis! Back to class! Rasanya, benefit tk 3-month cuti? Sgttt! Rasanya, bila dah masuk class, lg tambah benefit ke otherwise? ...

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Rasa susah nak berubah? Takut apa orang akan cakap? Takut bila nak berubah, tersangkut dkt tengah jalan dan dikata contradict diri sendiri? Ke takut rindu buat benda2 merepek yg tk berfaedah? What/who is holding us back?! We might think ppl will say that it can't be done. But the problem is, if we buy into what ppl say, or perhaps our own fears and doubts, we end up giving up our intention to change and achieve our self-fulfilling prophecy, dan kembali procrastinate utk berubah. Jgn mcm tu! Bro Nouman Ali Khan said (in his khutbah; ghaflah kot), if you're not afraid to change / remember Allah in public, Allah will remember you in public. Bro Fazrul kata, inshaAllah walaupun kte baru umur 20 tahun, atau 40 tahun sekalipun, perubahan ni lah saham kte. Lagi saham, kalau org lain berubah disebabkan dorg nampak kte pny perubahan tu dan dorg pun rasa nak berubah jugaaa. Hue. Ada org, letakkan ni sbg matlamat hidup; nak capai medical degree --> jadi doctor + kahwin dgn true love, uhuk --> jadi specialist + anak2 comel --> bukak clinic + family berjaya --> bukak hospital + duit byk, nak travel satu dunia pun tadehal + noble sikit, buat la charity --> famous dkt satu dunia --> kaya raya nak mati --> ____(sambung sendiri). Patut ke tk patut? Bro Fazrul, "tk semestinya kte sempat habis degree, tk semestinya kte sempat jumpa 20 tahun akan dtg, tk semestinya kte dpt hirup udara besok, maka gunalah masa yg ada ini utk serve pd Islam dan sbg saham utk hisab nnt". Cadangnya nak tayang presentation dkt uitm nnt, but who knows, tk sempat pun masuk 2nd year dah masuk alam lain. Maka sy berkongsi shj di sini dahulu. Moga bermanfaat.

Last words : "Realize" means to make it real (Moez Masoud yg ckp kalau tk silap). If you realize that you need to change, then make it real!

Dawud Wharnsby - Will You Hate Me? (credits to ika)

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